There is something keep bothering me for the last couple hour. Suddenly I am thinking what is the sincerity exactly? Is that the thing that makes someone could doing a good thing for others? Or something that could be deeper than that
The more I have thinking, the more that I do not get the meaning. Doing something with sincerity is just doing it without hoping any returns. Simple statement but it is not easy in to do in reality. There always a reason why we were doing a good thing or helping other.

Anyway, there is a statement ‘Doing something because of Allah’. In my opinion, it because only Allah that can repay what we have done. That can help people of being sincere and let Allah know what we have done. So we will always doing something for other happiness.

However, I really hate people saying ‘I am doing this with sincerity, because I want being in heaven someday’. For me It seems not that sincere anymore when someone has said it. I feel that I being used by them to achieve their aim and I think it is a kind of selfishness.

Nevertheless, this is just my opinion. Not all people have the same point af view with me. But people can feel if someone doing something with sincerity or them. And do not ever think if you can use other people for your own sake


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Please, Open up your mind…

Do you think it is right to kill many people that you didn’t know if them right or wrong

Do you think you’ll be a hero after you have made many people in suffer losing their ability, lossing their beloved relatives, even losing their future.

Do you think you’ll be in heaven after you have killed many people and made millions people crying.  For everything that you have done there will be a consequenses.

Please asking yourself to the deepest of your heart before doing something, don’t be a traitor of yourself and your god that has made you! Please  just remember Allah is Ar Rahman and Ar rahim (the entirely merciful and the especialy merciful). Why a man as the GOD creature can kill the other creature ? Are you have a right to distract what Allah has made? In my opinnion it is a kind of a treachery.

I am feeling so emotional that there is something bother the peacefull of our wonderfull life as Allah gives to us…

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Adelaide Sky – by Adhitia Sofyan

I need to know what’s on your mind
These coffee cups are getting cold
Mind the people passing by
They don’t know I’ll be leaving soon

I’ll fly away tomorrow
To far away
I’ll admit a cliché
Things won’t be the same without you

I’ll be looking at my window seeing Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember
I’ll be hearing my own foot steps under Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember me

I’ll let you know what’s on my mind
I wish they’ve made you portable
Then i’ll carry you around and round
I bet you’ll look good on me

I’ll fly away tomorrow
It’s been fun
I’ll repeat the cliché
Things won’t be the same without you

I’ve been meaning to call you soon
But we’re in different times
You might not be home now
Would you take a message
I’ll try to stay awake
And fight your presence in my head

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The Facts About Me (that i realize in the earlier days)


I realize something that I didn’t know before? about my self, what do I like and dislike…These are some fact that represent my self nowadays (or maybe its so me but I just realize right now)

1. I don’t really want to depend on someone else, because I don’t want to be disappointed with other people…once I disappointed with other it would be no next time

2. I don’t want people too depend on me to, because I don’t want to make people disappointed with me, and I don’t like to give more effort to others personal problem (they have to solve it by themself)

3. one kind of a selfish girl

4. lil bit brutal (esp the brutality with the word…if I feel bad threatened by other)

5. I don’t like to interact with stranger in my very personal area ( private room)

6. hoooooooooooooo….I like plurking because I can interact with my close friend intensely wherever and whenever I am…

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another personality test


You are Brown Panther, who is gentle, kind, warm and friendly.
You don’t get influenced by people around you, and can keep your own pace of doing.
You have high self-esteem, and are person of strong will.
Although you really are a kind person, people regard you rather obstinate; this is because you are not very good at expressing yourself.
If you can make the others know this weakness, you will certainly be more trusted.
You dislike being restrained, and wish to stay and act freely.
You are an independent person, and do not mind being alone.
You will be successful by going into a professionalcareer.
You have extremely high ideals, and rich sensitivity.
You can not stand compromise, and therefore, may struggle between reality and ideals.
You are a person who can grow to become a greater person by overcoming many failures and difficulties, so don’t grave over your little mistakes.
It is sometimes important to have a big heart and take a “so-what “attitude.
You are a hard person, and can be too critical.
People have their faults, so don’t dwell upon little things too much.
When you start a family, you will take an equal stance to your husband.
And you wish to keep your job even after your marriage.

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blogging in english

Just few week ago I just realized that my English skill has decreased…

Huh…I got a lot of idea but I can tell correctly to Prof  *forgot the name* so I have just let him talk about everything till I confuse who is the interviewer. hahahah…I think he was enjoy to talk with me…cegh…

One day I was trying to improve my English skill with talking in english with myself…but I found out that I have problem with saying my idea in english….hoohoooo….I feel free to tell my idea in bahasa and I suddenly I forgot The English program planning by myself… *just forget it*…and I was activating my blog which using Bahasa

but now I am aware of the decreasing english ability of my self, since I have a dream to study abroad, whoah time goes on and I still standing here…whohohohohohohoh….the times will coming soon, and I should be prepared well for that time…


let see…

which country will I visit first..


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my personality test


Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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