Dheeney’s Weblog

There is something keep bothering me for the last couple hour. Suddenly I am thinking what is the sincerity exactly? Is that the thing that makes someone could doing a good thing for others? Or something that could be deeper than that
The more I have thinking, the more that I do not get the meaning. Doing something with sincerity is just doing it without hoping any returns. Simple statement but it is not easy in to do in reality. There always a reason why we were doing a good thing or helping other.

Anyway, there is a statement ‘Doing something because of Allah’. In my opinion, it because only Allah that can repay what we have done. That can help people of being sincere and let Allah know what we have done. So we will always doing something for other happiness.

However, I really hate people saying ‘I am doing this with sincerity, because I want being in heaven someday’. For me It seems not that sincere anymore when someone has said it. I feel that I being used by them to achieve their aim and I think it is a kind of selfishness.

Nevertheless, this is just my opinion. Not all people have the same point af view with me. But people can feel if someone doing something with sincerity or them. And do not ever think if you can use other people for your own sake

Please, Open up your mind…

Do you think it is right to kill many people that you didn’t know if them right or wrong

Do you think you’ll be a hero after you have made many people in suffer losing their ability, lossing their beloved relatives, even losing their future.

Do you think you’ll be in heaven after you have killed many people and made millions people crying.  For everything that you have done there will be a consequenses.

Please asking yourself to the deepest of your heart before doing something, don’t be a traitor of yourself and your god that has made you! Please  just remember Allah is Ar Rahman and Ar rahim (the entirely merciful and the especialy merciful). Why a man as the GOD creature can kill the other creature ? Are you have a right to distract what Allah has made? In my opinnion it is a kind of a treachery.

I am feeling so emotional that there is something bother the peacefull of our wonderfull life as Allah gives to us…

I need to know what’s on your mind
These coffee cups are getting cold
Mind the people passing by
They don’t know I’ll be leaving soon

I’ll fly away tomorrow
To far away
I’ll admit a cliché
Things won’t be the same without you

I’ll be looking at my window seeing Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember
I’ll be hearing my own foot steps under Adelaide sky
Would you be kind enough to remember me

I’ll let you know what’s on my mind
I wish they’ve made you portable
Then i’ll carry you around and round
I bet you’ll look good on me

I’ll fly away tomorrow
It’s been fun
I’ll repeat the cliché
Things won’t be the same without you

I’ve been meaning to call you soon
But we’re in different times
You might not be home now
Would you take a message
I’ll try to stay awake
And fight your presence in my head